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Loosing Motivation

   My second blog is way long overdue, I remember to have been working on the presentations. My first presentation went okay, presenting about my different interests in different topics including art, history and sports. My overall presentations , in terms of speaking, I lack my public speaking skills. Although I speak in a confident tone, I often stutter and stumble upon my worlds. My body language tends to be very awkward and cold as I face my back towards the audience often and tend to only make eye contact with one person in the room. Although most people improved in their presentation in the final one, I still lacked a lot of skills in comparison to my peers. I still lack in my communication skills. I feel that I need to thoroughly practice my speech and body language before the presentation. Now that I know the overall foundation to a well, great foundation, I am now able to fully prepare my presentations for other subjects and even for future university presentations. 



Breathing Project


Furthermore We have started on our breathe project, well i started my project pretty late. When doing my breathing project I tend to feel quite anxious when closing my eyes and having this voice talk to me. It feels too quiet. I am used to being pretty. Loud environment so when it is quiet it feels unfamiliar, and quite invasive. Perhaps I just have to get used to it. Although my mind does tend to go quieter I feel empty. It feels very quiet, in a weird way. In terms of life I am now getting ready to study for my as level retakes, i struggle a lot with my procrastination. This time i feel more confident in taking the exams, although i don't wanna really expect too much of myself. I really hope I gain more energy throughout the term but looking at it right now, i feel unmotivated for this term and with myself. Especially after the Cambridge results came out, it seems like I’ve lost some feeling of potential for myself

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